Terrible, but necessary. Not to mention inevitable.
Terrible, because it hurts.
Necessary, because if it's not done sooner, the wound will be too great.
Inevitable, because I can see no other way to get my point across.
I might be too worrying a man; I might also too heartless a person. But I really can see no other way.
Twenty two years of my life, that's the amount of wisdom I have gathered.. to actually plan this.
I kind of understand what a particular person had felt about this; how some words can be very heavy for us to utter, how some feelings just can't be that easy to be expressed, how finally that person mustered all the courage needed.. to tell those words to me.
Might this be a fiendish cycle? It sounds too far-fetched. But then again, I already have a resolution; that I will carry all my life. And no, I'm not the kind of person to betray my own oath so easily like that.
Only time will tell if I have made an unwise decision; only time will tell if my oath only make me miserable.
We will never know. Besides, isn't life an adventure?
And so, another bluesy mood. Play along, Jimmy Rogers..
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